My room

 Assalamualaikum and greetings to all.

I think my request has been fulfilled, "cuti 3 hari berturut-turut." For this trimester, I have no classes on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. So, this means I'm on vacation for 3 days. Ok. This is good. But I do not know what I need to do over this weekend because my friends are back since they are just living in KL. I just play my phone, go to twitter, check my instagram, watch youtube, anime, k-drama. God, I swear I'm bored. 

But, as in the case, when I get bored, I start thinking of doing unnecessary work instead of my school work.Hmmmm. So, today I take some photos around my room just in case I forgot how my room look like. Make sense? 

This is a view before entering my room. Of course the pink basket is mine. 

This is my room door. Actually, this room is for 3 people. But, there are only two people in this room which is me, and my roommate, Malina.

So, when you enter my room, you will see double study desk which the left one belong to my roommate and the right one, we've made it as our iron board. Oh, my room only have a small fan on the ceiling. Obviously, it's not enough and we feel very hot. That's why, most of the students that stay here bring their own fan and some students bring aircon. 

The top one is my roommate's space and the below one is mine. Ya, I think people think it is unfair because I got single-deck but others got double-deck. First come, first serve la. Luckily, we're just two so we feel comfortable with our own space and do not feel cramped. 

I'm not really good at organizing things but I will try to learn. So, under my bed, I put all my shoes, my food storage box, luggage, laundry things because the space under my bed quite spacious.

In my desk drawer, I just put my skincare, make-up things, the wayar wayar, notebooks because the drawer is pretty big and we can put everything there. 

Here is quite comfortable because its environment is clean and pleasant to the eyes. I'm not sure how much to pay for this hostel because we do not have to pay. I think 400 for deposit. 

This is the view that you'll see up here from the window in front of my bed. Obviously, I can stalk guys playing futsal over there. Emmmm.

So, that's all about this trimester room. I hope I can survive here.

This entry was posted in ,


Assalamualaikum and greetings to all.

I feel better today because I even can laugh with them. Haha lol. It seems that I already can talk in english well and I can understand what the things that they wanna say to me. It was hard for me on the first week, I can't interrupt when they are talking because I need to translate the sentence I want to say first. Then when I had finished the process in my brain, they had finished talking haha. I'm so dumb.

It is very hard to rebuild my confidence. Also make new friends. It is really hard for me. But I will try hard so I can do it.

I hope whatever I'm doing here is good for me. I think this probably the last school I studied. I hope I can do everything I want to do here and I will try as much as I can.

In fact, when I was thinking about my life, unconsciously, God had answered my prayer. All the schools I attended have taught me a lot about life, friendship and have made me today. I am very grateful that I am aware of it and I am aware of the hikmah behind all those transfers.

Allah has sent me to the Islamic high school to learn about Islam. Then, the next school is for me to practice what I learned and appreciate every knowledge I have & learn more about Him. Next, matric to strengthen myself and test me whether I able to sacrifice anything I have. Also, asked me to tell what I know to others. It is also an opportunity for me to build friendship and redeem the result I got and my way to achieve my dream.

And now I'm here to try to get what I dreamed and find myself. Just a few steps I started and I know a lot more that I need to go through as I am here. I also do not know what will happen to me, but I hope that Allah will lend me his strength so I can take it.

I know, I can not get through it well. I've fallen many times and when I think of it, I think there are so many opportunities I've ignored. I am very sorry and every day I regret because I have endorsed all the opportunities Allah has given me.

So I'm very hopeful that Allah can give me strength and patience to me. I am not able to live this life without Him. I also hope He awakened me if I mistakenly chose the path. I only hope for the best for myself and the people around me. I know I have disappointed people around me especially my parents and I do not want to repeat them anymore. I really want to change and I know I still have time as this heart beat. 

Hopefully what we do is based on our faith and every step we take is led by Allah. Remember that Allah is the best planner and He knows what is best for his slave. 
This entry was posted in ,